Showing posts with label woman. Show all posts
Showing posts with label woman. Show all posts

Tuesday, March 8, 2016


Women

She woke up thinking of her eight birthday,
Her mom bought her red bangles and
fresh jasmine flowers;
The sun had been pleasant and so
the water at the stream.

The sun was still pleasant but
now beckoned of work;
Of bricks to be laid and gallons to be filled
Gita yearned for the mornings with her mother,
Green fields and quite waters


Her son cried in his sleep;
She woke up in the dark
She changed his nappy
Wondered if he was happy

Cause wet it had been in her hut
Where huddled together,
Meeta with mother and brother

While on her rounds, selling tampons
and large size panties,
Little did she wander; to be back by sun down
For Deeru needed his scrub and a bowl of grub


She burned her hand, third time on a Tuesday
For she fried phulkas, one to a hundred
And butter did she melt,
On a hot summer’s day;

For her mother spend time for crime
Sheeraj fried phulkas in the day
and read History till late
Cause she hoped to get a job
and rise above the daily chore


Dark kohl and a strong scent;
She lingered in her broken high heel
Streets lit with lamps yet too dark for the eye
Long hours did she work,
with the crooked men
and clever miscreant agents

On days of spare, she tried to forget
Days of despair and gloom
Of school dropouts and swindling thugs  
For she had to work to fix the roof
And to send them to school

For Tyra, Meera, Hema and Sheena
Knew not of a father but of a sister
Who knew life could be darker
than down in an alley



Wednesday, June 16, 2010

I am a Woman

Another day ends, the engine’s put off and I climb into my sanctuary. To myself and only to myself. I look at my reflection. Tired, dusty, tanned but firm and resolute. Hair ruffled in between deadlines, parlour and day care, make-up’s gone in the rush of the day. I undress – to me and only to me. To see a full-bodied woman, specks of growth in my arm pits; I loosen up to touch the elastic mark on my waist. My fitted bra comes off and I am glad to be a woman and a good one at that!
I remember the journey it took me to be a woman. The long haul of timid adolescence, nervousness of body and mistaken sensuality. But here I am through all the angst and the grind at home, with boys as cousins, work and relationships. And it gives me a spark. A spark I am proud of. A spark of mischief in my eyes, a spark of knowing how to bend the rule, how to make heads turn. A spark that brightens in the male competitive world and shimmers in cozy, comfort corners.

A spark that says, I am comfortable, being a woman.

I put my weary toes in the tub, I close my eyes. Remember my gym, I loved the feeling of that. The sweat that made me happy. Remember the Lo real ad for hair colour, the Aspiration liposuction banner; oh the obsession with body. Body in its true sense? Beauty in its true sense? Sensuality in its true sense? Ability to withstand the glare and toss ones’ head confidently. Confidence?
Knowledge, girl power!

The night passes by.

Welcome mornings! The gym rush. Baby porridge, potty and powder routine. Shower, blush, perfume, power watch and strappy dress. I pack my lunch, boiled water, tampon; my education, my first show down at work, the recent professional snub I gave my colleague, first byline – another day of head turnings, balancing egos and polite assertions.

I am a woman and a good one at that!